I wont do much to introduce me to you ..my profile does that enough so I jump direct to the point :P
In the last few days, I have been thinking.... No thats not a surprise I do think sometimes... although not much... now getting to the point..i was pondering where my life was heading ..an act of silent contemplation..its a funny thing ..when we try to contemplate .. we never actually start with it , the mind dances around a world of fantasy as created by us for ourselves, and so only after lots of hard work to summon our power of concentration can we actually concentrate on the matter at hand. Its never been so hard before, my life is at crossroads... cars from all directions are heading and there is no traffic light..so a crash sooner rather than later is inevitable.. Blah what the hell !! I decided to stop contemplating and do as i want to do and suddenly I felt a weight off my chest..Your own expectations weigh you down..
Now there is this girl I keep thinking about but dont understand if the feeling will be mutual and that is scary ,I mean really scary you think so many things about it and now and then and here and there and this can happen and that can happen..blahhhhhh..basically heart fail stuff ..I hope for the best and this expectation is weighing me down..but what the hell I want to be weighed down until i get a response in the positive
Hopefully
Ray of Hope
Now i ask you people what i should do in this kind of a situation? Contemplate or let the feeling go?